Pokerroom

Is it justifiable to gamble in order to pay for a trip to Vegas? The whole idea makes me believe that this may only lead to less money than I have now. The idea is that I make enough money (about $200) At this very moment I have made $14.59 that I can blow it all in Vegas. One of the things that really bugs me is that damn money you have to pay to Pokerroom. I will enroll in two $10 tournaments and then place third in one which wins me $20. I am happy at this point because I have broken even. But then you hit the reload button and you realise you are down $2. The fees really add up quick; I think I would vomit if i toook the time to estimate how much I have given Pokerroom. I like how sometimes I wil be playing late at night and then wake up and see that I have been asleep for 5 hands. I have been so up and down im up $14 now but i was up $100 just a few weeks ago. $14 divided by the countless hours of playing just doesnt seem to add up. I guess it's good that I have a love for the game because i'm sure not getting rich off of it.